I guess this is part of Asperger's

You really get focused on things. I often compare myself to others. I cannot lie. I think most people I know have more desirable lives than I do. I am trying to make things better, and yes, I have told it's unhealthy. But, I cannot help but compare myself to others. Many say that is a sign of Autism/Asperger's. If I can finish my book, and if it gets published, and if it sells, you can't imagine how much of that money I would give to Autism/Asperger's research! Well, to put it simply, I would give a fortune!! I STRONGLY believe they need the money bad!!